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im just so over this i dont know what 2 do anymore i used to cut myself, but i dont anymore. Ive kinda realised that it doesnt help, although a habbit did start forming, but im coping so im ok atm.  How are u doing??[Cloud819] 2008-07-15 02:35:11

im just so over this i dont know what 2 do anymore go for it,  what have u got to lose?[Cloud819] 2008-07-12 11:14:21

so broken up inside long time no see,    Ive gone through the exact same thing u did. But mine lasted a year and a half. I remember sitting in my room, feeling like the walls were moving in on me. And i didnt want to go any where just because i thought i might see her.  I know how u feel. It sucks,  but its ok to feel that way. Its not nice, but it is normal[Cloud819] 2008-05-18 06:54:14

SOO PISSED OFF!!! it probablly wont work for this gig, but the next one you go to, go stay over a friends house, or tell them ur staying over a friends house. What they dont know cant hurt em right? lol[Cloud819] 2008-04-25 20:45:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH I HATE HIM!!! Love sucks,  but you can do better then someone who treats u like that, and u will find a better person then him. You sound like an awesome person, so dont worry, it will work out[Cloud819] 2008-04-05 05:12:12

so much for my happy ending - life is killing me

Hey!  did you try any of the techniques?

Chrissy

[Chrissy3594]
2008-03-22 20:51:31

so much for my happy ending - life is killing me you dont need tools like that, you seem like an awesome person and u will find someone that will treat you better then that. Dont think of it as a broken heart,  but think of it as your soul growing[Cloud819] 2008-03-21 02:29:16

its times like these you know its time to give up! i know how u feel, except its with girls.  i seem to pick the ones that as soon as they find someone better, they have run off with em. There are nice guys out there, there just a little hard to find some times.  And this guy doesnt sound good enuf for you anyway, so hang in there cause a nice guy will come along[Cloud819] 2008-03-19 02:54:35

its times like these you know its time to give up! sorry, i meant count urself lucky u wasnt the one to end up with him because he doesnt sound good enough xx[BeautifulFreak123] 2008-03-18 05:24:17

its times like these you know its time to give up! Guys are like that, as fickle and shallow as it may seem. He's just showing his true colours anyway, so ur lucky u didnt stick with him. When it comes to these things guys are like a child with candy. You'll be ok, just count yourself lucky xx[BeautifulFreak123] 2008-03-18 04:58:36

make him notice me? Men like a challenge.  They hate when a woman appears "needy."  It scares them.  Talk to him a little, but not too much and not every day.  Go about your business.  If he is attracted to you, he will notice you and will seek you out.  Good luck.  [Midnight77] 2008-03-16 09:45:24

make him notice me? talk to him, make him laugh, do stuff with him,  become his friend[Cloud819] 2008-03-16 07:38:18

make him notice me?

Show disinterest.  That always works well.

[Midnight77]
2008-03-15 10:13:38

make him notice me? Well with the guy I liked (and still do) I thought I'd get his attention by flaunting off my legs by wearing my school skirt quite short
Bad idea
Now people just think I'm a slag lol
But at least we still talk
x[CrushedCastaway]
2008-03-15 07:49:08

make him notice me?

i've tried this ,i always try to be close to him && like he's there nd im there ,he's here nd I'm here. know he knows me nd we're kinda like "good friends" .

I read all of your diary && I was like "wow ,we're so d same" ,but u dont have any idea wut happened to me .there's this one time where me & him was in d same place ,his friends said "hey yoshua ,there's charlene" nd i was so blushed . Nd u kow wut did d guy i liked did!? he spat on d floor when his friends remind him that i liked him .

that time i stop ,n everything was turning upside down. gee... I was feeling like i wanted to punch him or sumthin'.hha.

nd there's this guy i also liked for 3 years but now i just consider him as my bestfriend cuz he's just like my own brother.

if a guy breaks your heart dont think it's the end cuz he's not the best man if he hurts u.just stood up nd search for more..

ps:

thx for d comment

[chrLnn]
2008-03-15 07:16:18

HELP ME PLZZZ

Why do you like him??

Is it bcoz of his looks or wat??

How much do u know him?

Is it a crush that u have on him coz u never mantioned u love him or anything as such??

The usual way is to befriend him. U  can start a conversation on the same interest that u both have and for that you shud know a lil bit abt him!

tc!  

[Nusha29]
2008-02-29 02:35:12

please read!!!

Hope your this has gotten better

I live in mitchell park, which is near marion, where bout are you?

[Cloud819]
2008-02-14 05:56:44

please read!!!

hey,  ive been in that situation, you just have to give it time, and try not to contact him or see him. I know how hard that can be but sometimes it just builds the pain seeing them. You deserve someone that realises how good you are. and if he doesnt realise how good of a person u are then fuk him lol


heartbreaks suk,  big time. it suks when u try and try and try and they just casually walk off.  But relationships need equal effort cause one sided relationships dont work.  u seem like a awesome person so dont worry cause nice guys (or girls in this case) dont finish last. 

p.s, dont worry,  i seem to fall for the wrong girls lol
      also just found out u live in adelaide! adelaide pride!! woo!!
      (if u cant tell i live in adelaide 2 lol)

[Cloud819]
2008-02-12 01:48:12

please read!!! I FEEL FOR YOU....I HONESTLY DO. 4 YEARS AGO I DECIDED TO GIVE IT A GO WITH WHO IS ALMOST MY EX HUSBAND AND FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS I HAVE BEEN GIVING SO MUCH OF MY LOVE, TIME AND EFFORT INTO KEEPING THINGS THE WAY THAT THEY SHOULD BE...THEN I STARTED TO REALIZE THAT I WAS SITTING AT HOME CRYING MORE AND MORE THEN I WAS SITTING AT HOME SMILING AND IN LOVE......WE NOW HAVE 2 CHILDREN THAT ARE GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH US BEING DIVORCED THE REST OF THEIR LIVES BECAUSE I COULD PULL MYSELF AWAY FROM HIM BEFORE I HAD THEM.....NOW I DON'T KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY CHILDREN OR EVEN HOW OLD YOU ARE.....AND REALLY THAT DOESN'T MATTER.....BUT HONEY IF YOU ARE FEELING THIS WAY NOW....AND YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING THAT YOU CAN THINK OF TO LET HIM KNOW THEN MAYBE JUST MAYBE IT IS TIME TO PACK UP AND GO....MY WHOLE FAMILY IS TELLING ME TO STAY AS WELL....BUT I CAN'T SIT AT HOME AND CRY ANYMORE I DON'T DESERVE THAT.....AND NEITHER DO YOU.....WHEN I AM 60 AND SITTING OUTSIDE ON MY FRONT PORCH IN A ROCKING CHAIR.....I WANT TO TURN TO THE ONE THAT I LOVE AND SAY "THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ALL THESE YEARS" NOT "DID YOU EVER LOVE ME" I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE BEEN ANY HELP, BUT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL I AM THERE......AND HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS.....TRY AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND LOOK FORWARD TO DOING THINGS THAT YOU TRULY ENJOY!!!! YOU GOTTA TAKE CARE OF YOU BEFORE YOU TAKE CARE OF ANYONE ELSE.....YOUR HEART, HEALTH AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU COMES FIRST....NOW IF YOU HAVE CHILDREN THEN OFCOURSE THEY COME FIRST BUT SO DO YOU.....DO TRY AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!!! [tikichick] 2008-02-11 06:40:23

plz comment my entries and ill comment yours you are very welcome. and thx for agreeing with me.[soulsearcher] 2008-02-10 20:04:11

Feeling Insecure

Dont feel insecure, and dont feel like ur not beautiful,  real beauty come from the inside, you wouldnt belive how long ive been looking for a girl thats actually nice

and the boob thing,  who cares, there only breasts, some have big ones, some have small ones, just like some people are short and tall,

as for the weight thing, i wouldnt worry about that, dont try to be thin and like everyone else, cause your not like everyone else, you are you, just be yourself

Remember fate has a wierd way of working

p.s i dont think really skinny girls are that attactive anyway

[Cloud819]
2008-02-09 20:36:29

Feeling Insecure dont feel insecure. it wil only make u more shy and prevent u from doing things u would have done. im on the other extreme. i am so flat its not even funny. but i dont care:) even tho i used to:)[WintersFire] 2008-02-08 22:06:49

Feeling Insecure look, hun. ive been there. most teenage gurls have. i understand about the boobs thing. i blame my mother lolz. i mean we gurls had to get them from somewhere, right? teehee. anywayz i too, was 0once very insecure. then one day it just hit me. why waste time with mortification. whay should i care about what other ppl think. if they are stupid enough to judge ppl then who needs them or their opinions??? i now live by my new moddo. it goes a little something like this. F*** mortification. i now have a very strong sense of self. 

im here if u wanna talk about it.
*Kajia*[soulsearcher]
2008-02-08 21:16:55

Feeling Insecure

Hey, don't worry about the boob thing. 

I've had big boobs since I was in third grade.  Personally, I embrace them.  I think they're my best attribute and I figure if you got them you should flaunt them. 

If it really bother you that much though, losing weight will make them smaller, however, being anorexic is never the way to go.  That causes more problems than it solves.

[coolgurl42]
2008-02-08 20:56:28

i hear his name everywhere yep  same thing happens with me,  but its my ex, and what gets me is that its a really odd name that not many ppl have[Cloud819] 2008-02-08 06:47:00

i hear his name everywhere That happens to me all the time...only it's with my ex..lol

<3Nessa

[xstarxdestinedx]
2008-02-08 06:04:28


 
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